First, I received a 97.6% (A) in Children's Literature in a Pluralistic Society! I was more than pleased to see that! The hard work is definitely paying off. (I had my grade for a couple days, but I have been busy).
Second, this is not a great day for me . I really do not want to go into it, but I want to say that not everything is beneficial to one certain person. Some things cannot be controlled. Some things take priority. I am not risking my apartment, home life, or the dog's life! That is final! My dog, KB, just went through another surgery on October 20th (second surgery this year). Again, it was stage 2 cancer (there is only 3 stages for dogs). The vet has mentioned kemo, but after my partner and I talked it over, we are not going to have her go through all that, especially since there is no certainty that the cancer will not return after. Not to mention other financial situations that have recently occurred.
So, with all that, I have made a certain decision. Because of that decision, my heart, honesty, and trust has been questioned by this one person. The one person I would never think would even consider that. Needless to say, my heart is heavy, stressed, and yes angry! For someone with HIV, this is not a good combination. I am trying my best to push through it, but it is not going to be a evenly paved road.
While typing this, I have made a decision that is most important to me: to focus on my studies no matter what! Spanish class is difficult enough, I do not need to add to that stress.
To this one person (if reading): If I hurt you with this decision, I am sorry. I am not sorry for the decision itself.
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